Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Hostage.

FIRST OFF, kervin my blog shittin' on yours! literally. everything was dookied out, hella green & whatevs. HAHAHAH. had to change it since you said that, but this blogging thing is new to me so be patient puhhleaseee!

ANYWAYS, started the day off right. even though i had 4 1/2 hours sleep! woke up to a sunny ass day, so me & iyah took a stroll in our boxers and stoged on the block. =)



RANDOM, how we had a camera too. anyways this little girl had schoool from like 12 to 5. so i was held in captivity throughout the whole day. never knew that Antioch had so many black people. but they're like the proper ones, in clean and undented scrapers. i'm proud to be black, ahahaha. i'm so gay, but anyways i woulda taken a picture of their cars but i was scared i might get shot. jkeeeeding. what i did get a picture of was iyah's birth mark. looks like a freakin' bruise like she just got a whooping or some one kicked her in the ass. hahaha.




sooooo got ready went to JITB to get breakfast, Valero for Crushes then off to CSUEB Concord Campus. this schoool is like hella quiet, like HEEEEELLA quiet. it felt like one of those remote ass schools where some crazy white kid plans on shooting everyone. haha, but i joined iyah in class & actually took some notes. i actually learned about the... i forgot what it's called but i learned about respiratory stuff. OKAY, maybe i was on the phone IMing and texting but BLAAAAHH its been like almost a year since i sat down in a class room. but anyways, here's some pictures of iyah's school and just random ones because i got bored.











yeah it's one boring ass campus, but sure has one hell of a view. sooooooooooooo anyways, i'm hungry & maria needs to type up her paper & i'm still her hostage so i'ma edit this laterrrrr.


P.S. DID I MENTION MARIAMAMAS HAS NO BARS @PARKING?!

HAHAAHAHAHAHA




EDIT [115AM]

wtf, i'm still heeeeella awake. just left a blog for MariaMamas, go check it out: sooouliloquy.blogspot.com. but anyways, so we ate dinner cooked by tita daisi which was pretty BOMB. i miss filipino food, when you're half black you freakin' have everything chicken like every freakin' day. chicken adobo, fried chicken, buffalo wings. alla that gooodgood. shittt, i'm not complaining. but yes it was goood, then me & Maria hadda get more stogies from the gas station. we are NOT feens, HAHA. but before that we took alla these random ass photos & her tryna teach the pigeon dance. funny shit!





the names droopey and i'm pingpong po from china LOL



yes she can lean wit ittttt,


& she can rock wit it.


haha she was actually tryna do a picture of her jumping, didn't work out too well. LOL MODED.



CHELLIERAYPRODUCTIONS PRESENTS: THE RABBIT DANCE






& i was reminiscing on our San Diego Trip over President's Day weekend, & found this funny shit. one of them i drank for the FIRST TIME in years. i don't drink so bare with meeee! HAAHAHAHAHAHA EGH.








my slight depression, has faded faster than i've expected. but it's not even depression. just kinda sad. okay try to understand meeee... have you ever cared for someone more than just a friend? like you can be having the worst day but a call or a text from that one person can make it the best day ever? can you still miss a person even if they're right there with you? have you ever started a friendship that is totally opposite than the way you wanted it to end? i pretty much am stuck in a deeeeep situation. i care for someone more than words can ever express, more than any person can ever imagine. but i hide my feelings because i'm scared of ruining this friendship. i would truely go insane if i lost this person in my life. this person keeps me sane, helps me enjoy every second, & cherish every moment. i never believed in chemistry or none of that love sickness BS or whatevs. but i don't even know how to explain how or what exactly i feel. i'm confused. it's like you get butterflies, but don't know exactly why. but have you ever kept your feelings to yourself so others can be happy? if so, then you know exaaaactly how i feel. they can make you the happiest person, but somehow keep you the saddest. UGH! this feeling is just so unpredictable.

okaaaay, iyah is suhhleeep. & i'm headin' home in a few. it's cooo, miss thee fam. i'ma rest now, until next timeeee. be easy.

1 comment:

  1. YAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAH THIS IS THE MOST FUNNIEST SHIT U BITCH.

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