21 Questions.

idk who created that game, but it's very interesting. & it's funny to play with the guy that you wanna get to know! loooooveit. but i've been lagging on the whole blogging thing but i've been celebrating too many birthdays. & btw, i am a BEAST at BEERPONG(: but here's pictures & videos to sum errrrrrything up, i'll do an actual blog about feelings/school/work/boys laterrrr!




















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so i've been getting my shit together, and for some reason two of my ex's have been trying to talk to me again. WEIRD, but all is well. i've been spending my time with Elvin & JhoanaRose, my two looooooooooonglonglong time bestfriends. & i love them with all my heart. they are always down for me, & i would honestly risk my life for them.

lately i've been trying to avoid the whole relationship BS. but for some reason, things keep happening. there's this guy that i absolutely ADORE, but i'm afraid things wouldn't work out. there's things in the way, or people i mean. & he honestly deserves better. sometimes i get mad at the fact that he's too good for her. & he doesn't know exactly how i feel about him. & i'm fine with it, but i'm just happy to have him in my life. BLESSED. =) and there's this guy in basketball class that motivates me to go to class (: hahaha. i mean class is craaaackin' too but he's such a sweetheart. cute, funny, focused, smart. we'll see what happens... but i am so lazy right now, watching movies with Simon & JhoanaRose & Bighead. the best people in the world. goodnight!

Memories.

too many parties. too many pictures. too many memories. too much to talk about. & i'm lazy right now, but this always makes my day. (:

Happy Birthday Alan Josue Barajas :]

love youuuuu!

Happy Birthday BIGHEADELVIN!

love ya lots. edit this laterrrrr.

Tatted.

YAY,  a wife on wife day. love her lotssssssss, no homo (: but another chill ass day, & i guess i lied about the whole going M.I.A. because it's hard when you have too much fun. we were having the most randomest (is that a word?) conversation in the backyard for daaays haha it was cool though. but shoooot, Maria's tattoo looks pretty legit though. & NO tattoo for me for a while. I needa get pierced first. well i only had 2hrs sleep from the night before, so had to cut the night short. &  now i am full on laaaaaaaaaaaaazy, and blogging. haha, i'll edit this laterrr.

Happy 20th Birthday Chrysssssss!

have a nice birthday mamas. :)

Chill.

I always have a fun time with this nigga Elvin. & I love how all the homies are chill. & wife, thanks for coming out with us the other night. Had fun love. "MOB" all day, errrrrrryday.So once again, you call & confuse me with alla you're bullshit. But I'm stronger & smarter than that. Anywayssss, I don't wanna gain any feelings for anyone so I'm gonna be M.I.A. for a bit. Catch me in a week maybe two guys. "Never did I imagine that you would play a major part, in a decision that's so hard."

Reunited.

I missed LisaMarie, & I heeeeeeeeeeeella missed my besty JhoanaRose. REUNITED; never felt so goooood. NO HOMO, hahahhhaha. Oreo Pizookie completed my night =) 

another thingggggggggggg, i love this nigga simon for taking care of me while i felt shitty at the telly on Friday. i hate alcohol sometimes. eeeeeeeeeeeeghh.

I've been pretty chill, hanging out with Bighead alot. Missed him tooo! But once again, back on that double job grindddd. FOCUSED.

Nap.

I have to say, this morning from when DJ & Elvin took me home @440 till' now was fckin' hilaaaaaaaaarious. Don't need to go into detail. But my brutha in law Pat came over and we brought out alla the old school video game systems. N64 & SEGA DREAMCAST; I was tryna fcks with the Soul Calibur & Super Mario hahah. Today looks like it's gonna be a good day, & I'm watching Fast & Furious at 1AM tonight with ThumbsDown? JUICED.

Focus.

I'm done making the same mistakes, tired of following the same path, & most of all I'm done with your bullshit. When will you learn to grow up & be a man? People never realize what they have until it's gone. & guess what, I'll forever be in your heart & always be in your thoughts. But you, you're a ghost in my situation. I look past you, & not at you. You're the same person you always were, & you'll never learn. But worst of all, you'll never change. I promise to stay FOCUSED, on one person: ME.